Y H e whispered into my ears, "my beloved, my most cherished, the one who gives me joy and makes me smile, I love you so much and I'm stopping anytime soon or ever" Wow!!! I had butterflies move up and down my tummy, my heart actually skipped beats, "what is this feeling?" I wondered, what's happening to me? I had cold chills run down my spine... The feeling was amazing, but I had something resisting this, "...I'm not ready for this, I still have so much time, and so much to achieve..." I had a billion thoughts running through my head, I finally opened up... "I'm not ready for this, there's so much I want to achieve, this would slow me down, please go away, I don't want you around here" I turned to go, away, he called out again, "Sweetheart!!!", I left anyway... It was past 8pm, I heard a knock on my door, I was exhausted, and trying to get some sleep "Who could this possibly be?" I grumbled.....
Right there in the elevator Kim, wasn't sure how she was feeling, excited and awkward, she got the job, but then she's about losing who she always thought was a perfect match... Felt like her whole world came crumbling down... Already at the last floor, it was time to alight but she didn't realize, she was lost in thoughts... A cold hand tapped her, back to herself "Hello" she muttered, she was obviously not okay... "We're on the last floor you look lost in thoughts, you're ok ma'am?" He replied.. "Yeah, I'm good thanks" she walks out and takes a cab to her Lodge for the night... Scrolling through her pictures with Cadmir as tears stream down her eyes, 'this isn't happening' she thought to herself, she sobbed her way through the night... The alarm rings, it's past 6am already, she's up, trying to pray, like she does usually, she couldn't put herself together to construct a word, she wept unco...