Felt like her whole world came crumbling down...
Already at the last floor, it was time to alight but she didn't realize, she was lost in thoughts...
A cold hand tapped her, back to herself "Hello" she muttered, she was obviously not okay...
"We're on the last floor you look lost in thoughts, you're ok ma'am?" He replied..
"Yeah, I'm good thanks" she walks out and takes a cab to her Lodge for the night...
Scrolling through her pictures with Cadmir as tears stream down her eyes,
'this isn't happening' she thought to herself, she sobbed her way through the night...
The alarm rings, it's past 6am already, she's up, trying to pray, like she does usually, she couldn't put herself together to construct a word, she wept uncontrollably... "Lord, help my heart" she finally spoke sobbingly...
She was broken, she was broken because she failed to realize her emotions were God's channel of communicating his burdens to her...
She was brokem because she assumed he would end up with her, it was only a day dream...
She was broken because she didn't hear God speak, her emotions over rode her sense of perception...
She was broken, she didn't define her boundaries, she gave it all out...
She was broken!!!
Only God could heal her and mend her broken peices, she needed him the most, she didn't run away from him, she ran into his arms, because... God's love is the ultimate....
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