Wow!!! I had butterflies move up and down my tummy, my heart actually skipped beats, "what is this feeling?" I wondered, what's happening to me? I had cold chills run down my spine... The feeling was amazing, but I had something resisting this, "...I'm not ready for this, I still have so much time, and so much to achieve..." I had a billion thoughts running through my head, I finally opened up...
"I'm not ready for this, there's so much I want to achieve, this would slow me down, please go away, I don't want you around here"
I turned to go, away, he called out again, "Sweetheart!!!", I left anyway...
It was past 8pm, I heard a knock on my door, I was exhausted, and trying to get some sleep "Who could this possibly be?" I grumbled...
I went to the door anyway, behold there he was again, "Baby, I need you to give me a chance to love you, my heart loves you, I already told my dad about you, and he can't wait to see you"
"What?" I yelled... "What did you tell him? How could you possibly do that, we're not even a thing!!!"
Trying to say something else, I cut him short, "Please leave already!!!" I couldn't contain it again...
I noticed his countenance, he was sad, he left that way...
I was trying to feel bad, but no way, he was annoying, seriously, who stalks a lady like that??
(Alarm clock rings)
It's a new day, normal routine again, as usual, I got set for work...
I arrived the office only to see him right there again beside my desk, now I got really irritated, I waited till I got really close, I gave him a peice of my mind...
He looked so hurt and he said calmly
"... I came because of you, give me a chance at least..."
"Just go away!!!" I interrupted... He left, he didn't look back... At this point, my heart began to race really fast, what have I done??
There was a void, "was he my better half? Was I in love all the while?? , What have I done" I pondered...
The day was messed up, I couldn't concentrate, he left, I don't know his address, I didn't get his contact...
Where am I going to find him??
2weeks gone I didn't see him around again, I had fallen in love already!!!
But I couldn't find him no more, I felt so broken, he was so genuine and sincere, how could I let him go?...
I went out after work on Friday, I went out to the cafe to cool off, it was a weekend after all...
I couldn't get me to forgive myself, I could barely take a shot of the icetea, the reminisce made me weep, I cried for a long while... I didn't give him a chance because I had been hurt too many times in the past, I had been broken on too many occasions, "b...ut he was genuine" I heard myself think out loud...
The tears soon became uncontrollable, "He's gone!!!" I said out loud, bowing my head on the table
There, I felt a warm hand tap my shoulder from behind, I raised my head and it was him!!!!
I couldn't conceal the Joy, I gave him a hug, and he whispered
"I never left, I have been with you everywhere, I love you too much to let you go, it was because of you I came, you're my primary assignment, I'm not like any other lover, my love is true and pure, I am Jesus Christ and my love for you is unconditional, would you give me a chance now?"
In uncontrollable tears, I managed to mutter a yes... And that's how we began our love relationship...
Someone reading this, how long has he been coming? Don't you think it's time to give him a chance???
Wow. this is great Benny
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