Y H e whispered into my ears, "my beloved, my most cherished, the one who gives me joy and makes me smile, I love you so much and I'm stopping anytime soon or ever" Wow!!! I had butterflies move up and down my tummy, my heart actually skipped beats, "what is this feeling?" I wondered, what's happening to me? I had cold chills run down my spine... The feeling was amazing, but I had something resisting this, "...I'm not ready for this, I still have so much time, and so much to achieve..." I had a billion thoughts running through my head, I finally opened up... "I'm not ready for this, there's so much I want to achieve, this would slow me down, please go away, I don't want you around here" I turned to go, away, he called out again, "Sweetheart!!!", I left anyway... It was past 8pm, I heard a knock on my door, I was exhausted, and trying to get some sleep "Who could this possibly be?" I grumbled.....